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מי אני בסיפור הזה?

10.08.2008 (12:00)
harvey pickar who are u? or should i say who am i?
 

I've just seen the movie about harvi pickar.

 

And I'm inspired to write about my life.

 

I don’t even know when my life begins. I'm feeling that maybe it hasn't began even.

I'm closing my eyes and I'm seeing nothing. Maybe my life is combined of nothing.

 

To sa the truth I have no proper job. I'm still looking for something haven't made my mind on anything so the truth is I am not even a harvi pikar.

 

I'm not understanding the movements in the real world around me. Cars are going from one side to another. I'm sitting at my parent home grateful for that, and feeling that I live in a different world from others.

 

For me life is nature I'm seeing birds fly over and they seem to me less trubled than us humans.

Today is tisha beaav there was an interview with a rabby that puts all his effort on bringing back the times there was beit mikdash. I'm sorry to claim that the interviewer looked for me more sane than the rabbi. And even my non existing worlds looks more real to me than the words spoken by that rabbi regarding to tisha beav and the new coming mikdash that he wishes for including that mass sacrifices.

 

So all this religious debates seem to me absurd lately. Truth is what I'm in search of, honesty fellowship these are my goals in my imaginative world.

 

What is there to say, not much I guess. I have no wife no life going on. Yet I'm full of life and compassion for it. All seems to stop this day, or maybe it's because of the fast.

I drank already to cups of grapefruit didn't seem to important to stop that.

 

Maybe it's all about expressing ourselves. Because what is life worth if un expressed.

Expressing this makes me feel better already. Where is my gift my talent. What is my spark? That can be lit and shine out from me?.

 

I'm feeling that after all the most precious thing is our soul our true honest existence covered by so much other things. Life want's to express life want's to love and be recognized. Life want's to be in action and produce something valuable.

 

I'm clunjered in prison cell missing my potential day by day. I'm missing the time I was considered special as a child in school abroad not knowing any of the hole plan I was into. Just coming to school enjoying my uniqueness of being from some other place, not even being aware of that. I'm even not sure I am remembering something from there. It's like another life that had been lived already. And there started some new other lives from then.

 

The problem is that now I'm absolutely aware but it seems I have no life. So wtf does it help me. I just need a place to go that’s all. I need people to see me I need to interact. Where am I living? it seems not to convince me that all that is happening is true for me. So where do I go. How do I reveal myself to the world… hello world!

 

How do I become more explicit about who I am? Where does my life take place?

So is my life interesting? For me it is but I'm frustrated that I'm alone not finding truthness of happiness and joy around me as there should've be for thee life is still going on and that is a reason enough to be celebrateing. Maybe in the other hand I'm not so interesting after all and I have to admit that for myself to get into proportions.

 

I don't know.. I love those three words they are always true. Truer than knowing what should we pray for – beit mikdash ,for example. So for what realm can I dedicate my life? There has to be an ideal that's fits me exactly, that would put me into action.

I know it's something considering others something that bring thing to the right place after all. Even if I'll find out it's the exact place I'm right now, but with different surroundings different networks more friends more action a new opening.

 

 

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